Saturday, May 16, 2009

Update: It's all over but the crying

Over. Kaput. Finito. Splitsville. Going our separate ways. Moving on.

Yup, after assessing where we are and where we each want to go, Matt and I have agreed to cut each other loose to search for a better "other half."

I'm very sad and disappointed, of course, because I fell in love with this guy -- or at least who I thought he was! -- and I gave it my all. But, somewhere along the way, I lost myself trying to be the woman he wants. Frankly, I think he's looking for a fantasy; but you know, that's his problem -- not mine anymore!

So, now I'm free to set a different course for myself. I'll spend some lonely and sad nights mourning the relationship, to be sure. But I don't think that process will take me very long, for I've learned a lot about myself and what I need in a relationship. I really do believe there's something bright and wonderful out there for me, just ahead. And I intend to find it!


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